I love you. It’s funny how in all the time that we’ve been dating/going out I’ve never written a post about you. A post where the topic is just you. I’ve referenced you, but never took the time out to talk about you. So I’m doing it now. You know in the beginning I didn’t expect this to become what it is right now. I wasn’t looking for that, I really didn’t even want it. I thought this would just be a little fling. And yet look at what it is now. We’re in a relationship. In a relationship that I hope lasts for a long time. In a relatively short amount of time I have become completely and totally entranced by you. And I’m so happy I did. You’re good to me. You’re good for me. You make me want to be better. You push me when I don’t want to go any further. You console me when I feel like my world is crashing down. You’re always willing to sacrifice for me. I feel so safe when I’m with you whether where in my bed, in yours, or in the street. I become so oblivious to the outside world because all I care to focus on is you. And I know sometimes you think I don’t pay attention to you but honestly I do. I pay so much attention. I recount every curve of your smile in my dreams. It’s that serious. You put up with me, and I don’t know how. I don’t know how it is that you haven’t already run away screaming for help. Thank you for being so patient with me because I know a lot of the time I’m working your last nerve. And I know we argue, and we get mad and frustrated but you always show how much you care, even when we argue. I know I have a lot of flaws, some that get in the way of this relationship. But I think we’ve got something really strong here, and I don’t want anything to impede the growth of this. I want to see you grow, I want to see us grow. I want to be your everything; your anchor, your protector, the one you go to. I want to make you better, the same way you make me better. And I know that’s a tall order to fill but I’m up for the challenge. I just want to make you happy, and I know I tell you that so much you must be sick of it but it’s true. All the sadness in your eyes I want to replace with pure, unadulterated joy. I want to see you get into a great school because I know you can. I want to see you go somewhere with your photography because it is literally amazing. I want to see you go somewhere with your music because your voice is beautiful. I want to see you make something of yourself because I know whatever you put yourself to do, you will excel in it. Your drive, your motivation, your determination, and your talent inspires me. And I hope one day I can inspire you too. You are such a good person, and everyday I feel blessed that out of everyone you picked me. Judith Lucia Alcantara I love you, a lot. One day I’m going to fall in love with you and it’s going to be intense and wonderful. I know sometimes this shit gets really hard, especially with the distance but you are worth it all. Don’t ever forget that no matter what you have someone that loves you and cares about you so much. I will always be here for you. 

Friday night I had a get together with the gooniez that quickly turned into a mini party. But it was a great time for all. There were drinks, there were greens, and there was good ass music. What more could you ask for? Then I went home and spent the entire weekend with my girlfriend. 

Monday I smoked with my girl in the morning and picked her up from work afterwards, and then met up with the homie and smoked some more. Today I smoked with….you guessed it! My girlfriend! :D and now I’m home, chillin, feeling good. 

I haven’t done much but smoke since I got back but it’s okay. I knew I wasn’t going to be able to pack some crazy summer memories in three weeks, all I wanted to do was go back to business as usual and relax as much as possible before classes start. Before shit gets too real for me to handle you know?